FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND.... post no. 3

I found him roaming here and their when I was not in good mood… sometimes it’s all already decided with whom you have to be a friend with….and here comes the big example of it..

Day I was damn bored and was not in mood to talk any one I don’t know the reason behind I started talking to him.. he was so honest and had different charm from others reason I attracted to him to talk was still a question mark for me but yes its true I had words with him and simply told him I am using fake id and still he was fine with that was such a shocking part for me and as time moved we are really good friends..

He is sweet he is honest and moreover he always their when u really need a good friend... he cares for each and ever and never make other uncomfortable that he is not giving time to anyone he really have good management skills to manage all his friends which I know he have sooo many... still hats off to him he is still searching new friends heheheh… 

My friends are not meant to be bonded with me forever… because I know they will leave me one day and I prepare myself before calling any1 my friend… I am not saying this because of him it’s because I know it always happens with me. My friends are never meant to be  with me forever….. I wish him luck for his life as I know he is all messed up in his own world and needed someone to share with which he never do.. Really I feel petty for him…

 May be in future I will be not there with you but will always wish ur happiness for forever… and dare to forget about me I always give my best and promise will always stand at ur side I know your friend list is too huge but never forget to add my name on it… ALL THE BEST 

FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND.... post no. 2

She is the one I can share with and honestly I am jealous when she ignores me...still happy being a lil part of her busy life... she is mad like anything  bubbly I would give a exact name as sweet as a small lil child sometimes behaves like dadi aama.. Honestly I love the way she is... I love fighting with her our small fight make out something special… it’s a part of life but if I ever think about our fights...always a small tear roll out from my eyes and say its not a memory its what in life you achieved and dare to lose it ever… 

I still remember when she told me that she teach children’s my first comment was pahale khud to bade ho ja … I know its funny but for me she is as sweet as small princess is and will remain the same… such a sweet person I ve ever met…

I know u are going through tough part of your life and I can’t do anything due to my personal affairs but honestly I really want u to be happy and all your mess you are facing will heal as soon as possible bcz I have a faith in you and your choice. I loooooovvvveeee your naughty smile on your face and its missing these days that’s your charm don’t lose it…very few people on the earth have that it’s goad gifted so don’t let that get vanished because as always said there is always a solution behind every problem so chill…because I want my naughty lil darlo back.. Here suits my mom’s line to you I guess.

Kad nikal gaya deemag abhi bhi bachon waha he hai: P I hate it when mom use these words for me but I know she is Wright and mom dad are always right afterall they are concern of our happiness... and I know they can fight anyone on this earth to make us happy… ;)

You are so important to me…  I know in future there would be so many ups and downs in life which are waiting for both of us… and I will just say will be always their whenever u need a good friend just all u need to do is to kick me once and say HEY I NEED YOU.. and its my promises will always stand for you… because my trust over you is unconditional which can’t be expressed in words… I know I am trying to do that so but it’s just 1% of what really I feel for you... I always pray you will get in your life what you wish for... moreover I am their will fight for else things which we want sometimes being a naughty thief is a better option of life hehhe... bcz you r my naughty darlo and most important you will remain my darlo till the time we will be in contact and its all on you till when you want me to be a part of your life and the reason you yourself know why…

Chal ab paka mat khatam ho Gaya: P

FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND... post no.1

Well sometime I wonder y I am around few people and why they mean aloat to me…
And few of them are meant to a part of my life apart of my personal affairs they mean something special to me…
A girl with big confession in her hands always never able to select what’s good for her and what’s not good for her always wonder why she is like that and why goad is giving her all the pain she is going through.. Her life is different physically not well mentally she is facing stress... I wonder when she was happy with her open heart...
                          
Still I must say hats off to her she is facing so many thing and still busy to choose Mr. right for her... if u will ask me more about her then I will say a day a hour.. A day a moth is less to describe abt her….
Girl with golden heart always honest and who dzznt belong to earth m sure…she loves to love and her fav... game is not to disturb anyone... doesn’t matter she need someone on her side still she will never bother anyone..
But for me she mean a special part of my life we knew each other since so long... but I feel like we just met a day back girl with golden heart…I know I’ve did few mistakes and bcz of them may b we would b no more friends but her sweet biiigggggg heart forgive me and all I want to say her thank you for that I know buddy it’s a small word but it’s coming from the bottom of my heart I am writing al this just because I wanted u to know how much u mean to me… and will never able to confess all this to u…ever…
You are such a sweet heart and I will do my best to be friends for lifetime if u promises me to do the same :)

MisS YoU...

I miss you when something really good happens,

Because you are the one I want to share it with.

i miss you when something is troubling me,

because you are the one who understands me so well

I miss you when I laugh and cry,

Because I know you are the one that makes my laughter grow,

And my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

But I miss you the most when I lay awake at night,

And think of all the wonderful time that we spent with each other…

For those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life…

CoNfeSsiON

Trying to find a way back
Into your heart again
Why don't I just give it up?
I know I'll never have you




You and I, the best of friends,
And for you that's where it ends,
So why can't I just
Let it go at that?


Trying to find my way
Through this crazy world
I turned to you and for a while
You made it all right

Until you found a new place
You didn't see me any more
I tried to find my way without you
But you were still on my mind

And so I pushed too hard
I went too far
I reached beyond
The place you are

And when I tried to go back
And find you again
You were somewhere else
I nearly lost my friend

I know you don't understand
Just what I see in you
I see more than you want to show
I say more than you want me to

I just want you to be happy
I just want for you to know
I am always on your side
No matter how the story goes.

I LOST U..AND I KNW ITS FOREVER

I’VE LOST A FRIEND who was too close to me. She knew everything like what I am going through. She was the one can see my sadness behind my smile. Whenever  I try to hide my tears behind my smile she use to ask me now it’s enough tell me what’s the problem and I really loved her for this. Those small little things she did was like everything to me. I did mistake’s and those silly mistakes still make me guilty whenever small little things remind me of u. I know I will never get a chance to be with u again. I don’t know how to tell u damn I really miss u like hell… still I don’t have guts to confess my mistakes...

I miss the way she scolded me....

I miss the way she teas me....

I miss the way she was always with me in all my ups and downs of life.....

I really miss her in all aspects of life… all I want say I just miss u like hell....

Without you life is too painful but really I am trying to take it as it comes... every day I fail and I try d same everyday...  WITHOUT YOU I AM A LOOSER really need a best friend to hold my hand who say  I know u can do this But whenever I try to search that  hand of yours I found nothing and I have to start things all alone with empty hands every day.. IT’S WORTH CRYING FOR SOME REASONS AND SHE IS ONE OF THEM.  Please god doesn’t give me anymore people who will leave after everything gets personal. But it’s her life her decision but my tears. I know I lost her and its forever…

I LOVE YOU JAAANNNN

The moment i saw you

I couldn't believe my eyes,

I don't know what it was,may be destiny's plan,

But that moment changed me into the person i never was.

I fell in love so fast, I knew right then,

You were the one and only one for me.

As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.

You're the most amazing man I ever knew.

Our anniversary means a lot,

Much more than any another day

I celebrate my love for you,

And cherish you in every way. 

Every time we talk,I wanted to know more about you,

And every time you took my name,

The only thing i do is smile :)

Through passing time, our love still grows;

It lasts through all good times and bad.

You know exactly how to make me smile,

You are so odd,but my love for you is uncountable...

The day you proposed me was the moment,I always dreamt of,

Our future together still shines bright,With more good times to be had!

I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3

My friends tell me that I'm crazy, that i shouldn't care for you anymore,

that I deserve to be happy, but can't they see?  I'll never be happy
with anyone but you.  So… take ur time, I know in time you'll see
that Im the one for you, your one and only, that we were meant to be. 

Waiting on you is all I want to do, cause I know one day, all the pain will pay off.
One day youll wake up and see that we were meant to be.
I know your getting over her, and thats okay, cause I've been there to.
I just want you to know that i'll always care, that i'll always b here for you.


Waiting for the day when well be together again…
Waiting for the day when youll see you belong with me
Waiting for the day when Ill proudly say we are best friends
Waiting, just. . . .waiting......

love = never completed ( donno frm where i get this 1 but not belongs to me )

Sometime destiny plays a cruel game and something same happen to Vineet and Priya.Here is their Story....
Vineet a nice guy, Priya an astonishing beautiful girl…Any one who see them together say only one line about them that they are perfect couple made for each other…
But what ….
Vineet and Priya were childhood friends, grown together, studied in same school, college and now working in the same IT firm…
They have fillings for each other they knew, but is that LOVE, they didn’t know. None of them ever tried to propose because they don’t want to loose a good friend or something more than a good friend……

That was a sunny day ….
There was no much work at office so both left the office earlier that day…………..
They are in middle of the way to their home, suddenly the sky filled with the black clouds and it started raining….
Rain gives Priya an immense pleasure and she wants to enjoy each droplet of rain so she asked Vineet to move towards their home and instead of taking a shelter. He also agreed to walk with her.
Vineet was trying to tell something her from last few weeks but whenever he tried to say those words, he found himself speechless… he desperately want to admit that he loves her more than anything and he will be with her till his last breath but how he admit it. He was not afraid of rejection but afraid of losing a good friend. He knows that after admitting his love things will change. She cannot behave….Like she behaving last fifteen years…..he knows that she also loves her but how will he tell her…he was
Priya “kahan kho gaye Vineet”

Vineet “Nothing just thinking something”
He was speechless and even deaf at that moment, the only thing he knew was her earring was shaking and the droplets on it were the most beautiful thing on this planet.

After few moments He thought this is the best time to tell her that HOW MUCH HE LOVE HER. Priya was looking very pleased at that time….
When they reached near Priya’s home they don’t realized..
Finally Vineet decided to propose her….He bent on his knees and said “Priya I love you and keep you happy my whole life will You marry me…..”
Priya took his hand in her hand and said “ I love You too”.
And after that they kissed…..That Kiss in the Rain….
After leaving Priya at her home, Vineet moved towards his home which was half kilometer away from Priya’s home..
Till that time rain had shown its violent face…….but he preceded towards his home….
That day Priya was very happy…..she still thinking about those beautiful minutes of her life when she first time kissed Vineet…
The rain that started that turned into a violent storm….it rained to two days continuously. Priya failed to contact Vineet because landline gone dead and there is no tower showing in her mobile…..
Two Days later……..
Priya reached office earlier but she not found Vineet their….She searched for him everywhere but he was not their. She called his home but No one is picking the phone…
She left the office and reached Vineet’s home. He was not their too….He hadn’t reached his home that day. Everyone tried to find him but their was no sign of him..
Five Years Later.........
Priya once who loves the rainy season, Now she hates it most…because that was the rainy day when she lost her LOVE….only one thing that she wanted to remember about rain, What was that? That KISS in The RAIN…

thanks... :)

Thanks for being there my whole life

Thanks for being their when i was down

Thanks for your laughter to encourage me

Thanks for the life you showed me that I could have

Thanks for being there, Always being so aware

Thanks for all the things that made me laugh
Thanks for being near when I needed you here

Thanks for believing in me…

Thanks for the little reminders, that there's life out there

Thanks for staying so close when I needed you the most

Thanks for just listening, it meant the world to me

It's all up to me now though
the steps that i take in which direction
you helped guide me in the right direction
It's just me staying with it.
Thanks for certain memories that will never be forgot

Its not my fault I start believing every1 so easily

Its not my fault I get hurt

Its not my fault I care for all

Its not my fault I am alone

Its not my fault I face same things again and again

Its not my fault things are still same

Its not my fault only u mean allot me

Its not my fault past is not moving on..

Its not my fault that past is not letting me to move on

Its not my fault that I am not giving my efforts

Just remember  the only person mean everything to me is u I agree my few habits will never change but seriously its not my fault my past is stick with me like glue. It's never like I don’t want to change things I know u know all . still I would say  a last bie to u even its better for me to leave every single thing relates me to mah worst past I am sorry I know ITS NOT YOUR FAULT but still its not even mine..just wish a grate life ahead Sorry u really don’t know what u mean to me but till I have 2 bcz I don’t want u 2 gt hurt anymore just bcz of me its not my fault love 2 see u smiling always and will always b dair for u whenever u need me and that u know ITS NOT MY FAULT its me connected to u….

I Promiss Will Not Do The same...

i hv many friend who r darling to me ... We olways spend grate time together..

we friends was toking in our same community as we olways use to do...**** took his best frn so that we even bcm gud friends but things was differ....i had argument whid **** best friend i knew that he means aloat to**** and ****means aloat to me although i never told **** abt this and **** said will never tok to me ever as **** thinks i am a bad person and not have ne respect of others...I might hurt mah darlo buddy...


time kept on moving and moving after 4 yrs we met in a common friends party we just passed smile....as i was not comfortable their i was sitting alone in d corner table and same wid **** and i realized tat **** is still alone... From a common friend i got to knw **** best friend left **** by saying d same what **** said to me and that time d reason was not me...

 I again took some courage and went to ****

we again had words and regained d same friendship as  we use to have in fact better than before **** said sorry fr whatever happen and realized what **** meant for me


but this incident taught me aloat... whatever u hv in ur heart just express in 1 goo coz u never know u will get another chance or not i survived for 4 yrs i dont want to experience d same again...

LOVE FOR FRIEND IS ENDLESS

 What makes me happy ?
The first point is that she is my bestie and will always be,she still holds the same position as she used to,she has been there whenever i need support or advice,she makes me feel special.




What makes me sad ?


I am an emotional character(not by choice) and i know dats my weakest point,the problem is if i really love some1, i can't forget him/her for rest of my life,i can't cheat or juzz take it casually, i rather value it and i think that wat matters most.

I love d way when she calls me *****,when she scolds me coz she has all the rights and she deserves that.
She care for me, i know dat i am sounding a lot more me me types but one think i would like to say that what she is to me no one else can't be.


Dear you make me feel proud and happy forever :)

for u ( not belongs to me )others (c)

For someone really very special and close to my heart

Its really been months without having a single word of talk with each other.It is rightly said time and tide wait for none,what wait are those moments and the memories that we spent and cherished together.

What human mind does, it helps u to start working and living your life as what is needed at that moment and you get away with all these moments and memories but when u r free this mind don't work it leaves everything to the heart and then the problem begins.No doubt life is beautiful as it has gifted me with such lovely and wonderful friends whom i rely upon and on that list this lady holds the top rank.

I have been awestruck or i should say it is indeed one of the best think i m blessed with,thanks to GOD.

I LOVE YOU

When You feel bad,
My eyes gets wet
When You feel happy,
My lips go wide



When You get hurted,
My body starts bleeding
When You get cured,
my face starts glowing.



When You feel thirsty,
My throat starts drying
When You feel hungry,
My stomach starts growling



When someone else hurt You
I feel the pain more than you
When You commit a mistake
I realise it before You do.



When You begin to say something
I understand everything from your first word.
Whenever You tried lying to me
I always understood the truth before You say..



The reason for all these is very simple.Its just b'coz I Love You & Love You So.. Much.... :-*

life changed fully

Its unbeleivable sometimes that how much I have changed to myself.B'coz it was unexpected.I never thought that such a twist will take place in my life.I have changed completely but not as I wanted to.All my dreams got shattered.Everyone whom I loved departed from me.People who used to care for me each and every moment now dont even look at me.People who used to laugh at my silly jokes now dont even smile for my funniest sayings.

I used to talk without any reason all day long.But now silence has filled my life completely.I used to laugh always with my heart & now happiness is a stranger to my life.Living each moment of life was my only policy & now I'm living with a breathless motion.Never thought that I will change like this.Never thought that such a day will come in my life.Sometimes I wonder that how can a girl like me live like this today.

I know mistake is completely mine.But love dosent seek permission & come to our life.It happens accidently.Its the writing of fate.No one can dare enough to challenge it.I'm a normal human being who takes life as it comes.I loved you & that is never a mistake.You dint realise my love that is the wrong part of my fate.Never mind if you dont love me.I wont forcefully make you mine.Its your life & I'm no one to decide.But remember that no one can ever love you like me b'coz true love in our life wont happen again & again..

i miss u :'(

day back i was sitting alone and wondering abt my previous work i did was just bcz of few unknown friends of mine... imagine if i never went at yahoo and ddnt ever met mah frnz den is it possible fr me to writ a big story abt them or i cud say d mistakes i made just bcz of dem i am nt blaming dem but still few thing in my own life r depend on my few silly friends sumhow they was with me in mah oll kinda madness... they was olways their with me in my pain and with me in my all kinda happiness and they even gulped mah lies...


i still remember d day wen i was totally broke and my each and every friend was with me i hardly remember what they said what they did was just a magic of love on an me and consoled me and made me smile... i can say its a magic of being friends... LOVE U FOREVER FRIENDS

day 1 when i was new 2 online frnz making site decided 2 use fake name as every1 use for me it was such a big deal coz i met few ppl who came close 2 my heart and i was such a looser never expressed mah truth and may b i was alwayz scared of loosing them...

day's passed like this and it made me embarrass bcz our friendship ment on lies still i let it going d way it was going FINALLY day came wen my friends gt 2 knw everything and everything end up..like that only which changed me and i stopped making friends my b bcz i stopped breaking hearts i knw my friends was nt even hapy after all this still  I JUST WANA SAY  u was a part of my life and will olways b at a same place u was whatever i did was whatever still i dont hv any answers of any kinda questions of yours but oll i wasn't to say  I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...... 


i knw i will never show it 2 any1 now u will ever able to read this still MISS U like hell...