life changed fully

Its unbeleivable sometimes that how much I have changed to myself.B'coz it was unexpected.I never thought that such a twist will take place in my life.I have changed completely but not as I wanted to.All my dreams got shattered.Everyone whom I loved departed from me.People who used to care for me each and every moment now dont even look at me.People who used to laugh at my silly jokes now dont even smile for my funniest sayings.

I used to talk without any reason all day long.But now silence has filled my life completely.I used to laugh always with my heart & now happiness is a stranger to my life.Living each moment of life was my only policy & now I'm living with a breathless motion.Never thought that I will change like this.Never thought that such a day will come in my life.Sometimes I wonder that how can a girl like me live like this today.

I know mistake is completely mine.But love dosent seek permission & come to our life.It happens accidently.Its the writing of fate.No one can dare enough to challenge it.I'm a normal human being who takes life as it comes.I loved you & that is never a mistake.You dint realise my love that is the wrong part of my fate.Never mind if you dont love me.I wont forcefully make you mine.Its your life & I'm no one to decide.But remember that no one can ever love you like me b'coz true love in our life wont happen again & again..

i miss u :'(

day back i was sitting alone and wondering abt my previous work i did was just bcz of few unknown friends of mine... imagine if i never went at yahoo and ddnt ever met mah frnz den is it possible fr me to writ a big story abt them or i cud say d mistakes i made just bcz of dem i am nt blaming dem but still few thing in my own life r depend on my few silly friends sumhow they was with me in mah oll kinda madness... they was olways their with me in my pain and with me in my all kinda happiness and they even gulped mah lies...


i still remember d day wen i was totally broke and my each and every friend was with me i hardly remember what they said what they did was just a magic of love on an me and consoled me and made me smile... i can say its a magic of being friends... LOVE U FOREVER FRIENDS

day 1 when i was new 2 online frnz making site decided 2 use fake name as every1 use for me it was such a big deal coz i met few ppl who came close 2 my heart and i was such a looser never expressed mah truth and may b i was alwayz scared of loosing them...

day's passed like this and it made me embarrass bcz our friendship ment on lies still i let it going d way it was going FINALLY day came wen my friends gt 2 knw everything and everything end up..like that only which changed me and i stopped making friends my b bcz i stopped breaking hearts i knw my friends was nt even hapy after all this still  I JUST WANA SAY  u was a part of my life and will olways b at a same place u was whatever i did was whatever still i dont hv any answers of any kinda questions of yours but oll i wasn't to say  I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...... 


i knw i will never show it 2 any1 now u will ever able to read this still MISS U like hell...