I LOST U..AND I KNW ITS FOREVER

I’VE LOST A FRIEND who was too close to me. She knew everything like what I am going through. She was the one can see my sadness behind my smile. Whenever  I try to hide my tears behind my smile she use to ask me now it’s enough tell me what’s the problem and I really loved her for this. Those small little things she did was like everything to me. I did mistake’s and those silly mistakes still make me guilty whenever small little things remind me of u. I know I will never get a chance to be with u again. I don’t know how to tell u damn I really miss u like hell… still I don’t have guts to confess my mistakes...

I miss the way she scolded me....

I miss the way she teas me....

I miss the way she was always with me in all my ups and downs of life.....

I really miss her in all aspects of life… all I want say I just miss u like hell....

Without you life is too painful but really I am trying to take it as it comes... every day I fail and I try d same everyday...  WITHOUT YOU I AM A LOOSER really need a best friend to hold my hand who say  I know u can do this But whenever I try to search that  hand of yours I found nothing and I have to start things all alone with empty hands every day.. IT’S WORTH CRYING FOR SOME REASONS AND SHE IS ONE OF THEM.  Please god doesn’t give me anymore people who will leave after everything gets personal. But it’s her life her decision but my tears. I know I lost her and its forever…

I LOVE YOU JAAANNNN

The moment i saw you

I couldn't believe my eyes,

I don't know what it was,may be destiny's plan,

But that moment changed me into the person i never was.

I fell in love so fast, I knew right then,

You were the one and only one for me.

As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.

You're the most amazing man I ever knew.

Our anniversary means a lot,

Much more than any another day

I celebrate my love for you,

And cherish you in every way. 

Every time we talk,I wanted to know more about you,

And every time you took my name,

The only thing i do is smile :)

Through passing time, our love still grows;

It lasts through all good times and bad.

You know exactly how to make me smile,

You are so odd,but my love for you is uncountable...

The day you proposed me was the moment,I always dreamt of,

Our future together still shines bright,With more good times to be had!

I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3

My friends tell me that I'm crazy, that i shouldn't care for you anymore,

that I deserve to be happy, but can't they see?  I'll never be happy
with anyone but you.  So… take ur time, I know in time you'll see
that Im the one for you, your one and only, that we were meant to be. 

Waiting on you is all I want to do, cause I know one day, all the pain will pay off.
One day youll wake up and see that we were meant to be.
I know your getting over her, and thats okay, cause I've been there to.
I just want you to know that i'll always care, that i'll always b here for you.


Waiting for the day when well be together again…
Waiting for the day when youll see you belong with me
Waiting for the day when Ill proudly say we are best friends
Waiting, just. . . .waiting......

love = never completed ( donno frm where i get this 1 but not belongs to me )

Sometime destiny plays a cruel game and something same happen to Vineet and Priya.Here is their Story....
Vineet a nice guy, Priya an astonishing beautiful girl…Any one who see them together say only one line about them that they are perfect couple made for each other…
But what ….
Vineet and Priya were childhood friends, grown together, studied in same school, college and now working in the same IT firm…
They have fillings for each other they knew, but is that LOVE, they didn’t know. None of them ever tried to propose because they don’t want to loose a good friend or something more than a good friend……

That was a sunny day ….
There was no much work at office so both left the office earlier that day…………..
They are in middle of the way to their home, suddenly the sky filled with the black clouds and it started raining….
Rain gives Priya an immense pleasure and she wants to enjoy each droplet of rain so she asked Vineet to move towards their home and instead of taking a shelter. He also agreed to walk with her.
Vineet was trying to tell something her from last few weeks but whenever he tried to say those words, he found himself speechless… he desperately want to admit that he loves her more than anything and he will be with her till his last breath but how he admit it. He was not afraid of rejection but afraid of losing a good friend. He knows that after admitting his love things will change. She cannot behave….Like she behaving last fifteen years…..he knows that she also loves her but how will he tell her…he was
Priya “kahan kho gaye Vineet”

Vineet “Nothing just thinking something”
He was speechless and even deaf at that moment, the only thing he knew was her earring was shaking and the droplets on it were the most beautiful thing on this planet.

After few moments He thought this is the best time to tell her that HOW MUCH HE LOVE HER. Priya was looking very pleased at that time….
When they reached near Priya’s home they don’t realized..
Finally Vineet decided to propose her….He bent on his knees and said “Priya I love you and keep you happy my whole life will You marry me…..”
Priya took his hand in her hand and said “ I love You too”.
And after that they kissed…..That Kiss in the Rain….
After leaving Priya at her home, Vineet moved towards his home which was half kilometer away from Priya’s home..
Till that time rain had shown its violent face…….but he preceded towards his home….
That day Priya was very happy…..she still thinking about those beautiful minutes of her life when she first time kissed Vineet…
The rain that started that turned into a violent storm….it rained to two days continuously. Priya failed to contact Vineet because landline gone dead and there is no tower showing in her mobile…..
Two Days later……..
Priya reached office earlier but she not found Vineet their….She searched for him everywhere but he was not their. She called his home but No one is picking the phone…
She left the office and reached Vineet’s home. He was not their too….He hadn’t reached his home that day. Everyone tried to find him but their was no sign of him..
Five Years Later.........
Priya once who loves the rainy season, Now she hates it most…because that was the rainy day when she lost her LOVE….only one thing that she wanted to remember about rain, What was that? That KISS in The RAIN…

thanks... :)

Thanks for being there my whole life

Thanks for being their when i was down

Thanks for your laughter to encourage me

Thanks for the life you showed me that I could have

Thanks for being there, Always being so aware

Thanks for all the things that made me laugh
Thanks for being near when I needed you here

Thanks for believing in me…

Thanks for the little reminders, that there's life out there

Thanks for staying so close when I needed you the most

Thanks for just listening, it meant the world to me

It's all up to me now though
the steps that i take in which direction
you helped guide me in the right direction
It's just me staying with it.
Thanks for certain memories that will never be forgot

Its not my fault I start believing every1 so easily

Its not my fault I get hurt

Its not my fault I care for all

Its not my fault I am alone

Its not my fault I face same things again and again

Its not my fault things are still same

Its not my fault only u mean allot me

Its not my fault past is not moving on..

Its not my fault that past is not letting me to move on

Its not my fault that I am not giving my efforts

Just remember  the only person mean everything to me is u I agree my few habits will never change but seriously its not my fault my past is stick with me like glue. It's never like I don’t want to change things I know u know all . still I would say  a last bie to u even its better for me to leave every single thing relates me to mah worst past I am sorry I know ITS NOT YOUR FAULT but still its not even mine..just wish a grate life ahead Sorry u really don’t know what u mean to me but till I have 2 bcz I don’t want u 2 gt hurt anymore just bcz of me its not my fault love 2 see u smiling always and will always b dair for u whenever u need me and that u know ITS NOT MY FAULT its me connected to u….

I Promiss Will Not Do The same...

i hv many friend who r darling to me ... We olways spend grate time together..

we friends was toking in our same community as we olways use to do...**** took his best frn so that we even bcm gud friends but things was differ....i had argument whid **** best friend i knew that he means aloat to**** and ****means aloat to me although i never told **** abt this and **** said will never tok to me ever as **** thinks i am a bad person and not have ne respect of others...I might hurt mah darlo buddy...


time kept on moving and moving after 4 yrs we met in a common friends party we just passed smile....as i was not comfortable their i was sitting alone in d corner table and same wid **** and i realized tat **** is still alone... From a common friend i got to knw **** best friend left **** by saying d same what **** said to me and that time d reason was not me...

 I again took some courage and went to ****

we again had words and regained d same friendship as  we use to have in fact better than before **** said sorry fr whatever happen and realized what **** meant for me


but this incident taught me aloat... whatever u hv in ur heart just express in 1 goo coz u never know u will get another chance or not i survived for 4 yrs i dont want to experience d same again...