Its not my fault I start believing every1 so easily

Its not my fault I get hurt

Its not my fault I care for all

Its not my fault I am alone

Its not my fault I face same things again and again

Its not my fault things are still same

Its not my fault only u mean allot me

Its not my fault past is not moving on..

Its not my fault that past is not letting me to move on

Its not my fault that I am not giving my efforts

Just remember  the only person mean everything to me is u I agree my few habits will never change but seriously its not my fault my past is stick with me like glue. It's never like I don’t want to change things I know u know all . still I would say  a last bie to u even its better for me to leave every single thing relates me to mah worst past I am sorry I know ITS NOT YOUR FAULT but still its not even mine..just wish a grate life ahead Sorry u really don’t know what u mean to me but till I have 2 bcz I don’t want u 2 gt hurt anymore just bcz of me its not my fault love 2 see u smiling always and will always b dair for u whenever u need me and that u know ITS NOT MY FAULT its me connected to u….

I Promiss Will Not Do The same...

i hv many friend who r darling to me ... We olways spend grate time together..

we friends was toking in our same community as we olways use to do...**** took his best frn so that we even bcm gud friends but things was differ....i had argument whid **** best friend i knew that he means aloat to**** and ****means aloat to me although i never told **** abt this and **** said will never tok to me ever as **** thinks i am a bad person and not have ne respect of others...I might hurt mah darlo buddy...


time kept on moving and moving after 4 yrs we met in a common friends party we just passed smile....as i was not comfortable their i was sitting alone in d corner table and same wid **** and i realized tat **** is still alone... From a common friend i got to knw **** best friend left **** by saying d same what **** said to me and that time d reason was not me...

 I again took some courage and went to ****

we again had words and regained d same friendship as  we use to have in fact better than before **** said sorry fr whatever happen and realized what **** meant for me


but this incident taught me aloat... whatever u hv in ur heart just express in 1 goo coz u never know u will get another chance or not i survived for 4 yrs i dont want to experience d same again...

LOVE FOR FRIEND IS ENDLESS

 What makes me happy ?
The first point is that she is my bestie and will always be,she still holds the same position as she used to,she has been there whenever i need support or advice,she makes me feel special.




What makes me sad ?


I am an emotional character(not by choice) and i know dats my weakest point,the problem is if i really love some1, i can't forget him/her for rest of my life,i can't cheat or juzz take it casually, i rather value it and i think that wat matters most.

I love d way when she calls me *****,when she scolds me coz she has all the rights and she deserves that.
She care for me, i know dat i am sounding a lot more me me types but one think i would like to say that what she is to me no one else can't be.


Dear you make me feel proud and happy forever :)

for u ( not belongs to me )others (c)

For someone really very special and close to my heart

Its really been months without having a single word of talk with each other.It is rightly said time and tide wait for none,what wait are those moments and the memories that we spent and cherished together.

What human mind does, it helps u to start working and living your life as what is needed at that moment and you get away with all these moments and memories but when u r free this mind don't work it leaves everything to the heart and then the problem begins.No doubt life is beautiful as it has gifted me with such lovely and wonderful friends whom i rely upon and on that list this lady holds the top rank.

I have been awestruck or i should say it is indeed one of the best think i m blessed with,thanks to GOD.

I LOVE YOU

When You feel bad,
My eyes gets wet
When You feel happy,
My lips go wide



When You get hurted,
My body starts bleeding
When You get cured,
my face starts glowing.



When You feel thirsty,
My throat starts drying
When You feel hungry,
My stomach starts growling



When someone else hurt You
I feel the pain more than you
When You commit a mistake
I realise it before You do.



When You begin to say something
I understand everything from your first word.
Whenever You tried lying to me
I always understood the truth before You say..



The reason for all these is very simple.Its just b'coz I Love You & Love You So.. Much.... :-*

life changed fully

Its unbeleivable sometimes that how much I have changed to myself.B'coz it was unexpected.I never thought that such a twist will take place in my life.I have changed completely but not as I wanted to.All my dreams got shattered.Everyone whom I loved departed from me.People who used to care for me each and every moment now dont even look at me.People who used to laugh at my silly jokes now dont even smile for my funniest sayings.

I used to talk without any reason all day long.But now silence has filled my life completely.I used to laugh always with my heart & now happiness is a stranger to my life.Living each moment of life was my only policy & now I'm living with a breathless motion.Never thought that I will change like this.Never thought that such a day will come in my life.Sometimes I wonder that how can a girl like me live like this today.

I know mistake is completely mine.But love dosent seek permission & come to our life.It happens accidently.Its the writing of fate.No one can dare enough to challenge it.I'm a normal human being who takes life as it comes.I loved you & that is never a mistake.You dint realise my love that is the wrong part of my fate.Never mind if you dont love me.I wont forcefully make you mine.Its your life & I'm no one to decide.But remember that no one can ever love you like me b'coz true love in our life wont happen again & again..

i miss u :'(

day back i was sitting alone and wondering abt my previous work i did was just bcz of few unknown friends of mine... imagine if i never went at yahoo and ddnt ever met mah frnz den is it possible fr me to writ a big story abt them or i cud say d mistakes i made just bcz of dem i am nt blaming dem but still few thing in my own life r depend on my few silly friends sumhow they was with me in mah oll kinda madness... they was olways their with me in my pain and with me in my all kinda happiness and they even gulped mah lies...


i still remember d day wen i was totally broke and my each and every friend was with me i hardly remember what they said what they did was just a magic of love on an me and consoled me and made me smile... i can say its a magic of being friends... LOVE U FOREVER FRIENDS

day 1 when i was new 2 online frnz making site decided 2 use fake name as every1 use for me it was such a big deal coz i met few ppl who came close 2 my heart and i was such a looser never expressed mah truth and may b i was alwayz scared of loosing them...

day's passed like this and it made me embarrass bcz our friendship ment on lies still i let it going d way it was going FINALLY day came wen my friends gt 2 knw everything and everything end up..like that only which changed me and i stopped making friends my b bcz i stopped breaking hearts i knw my friends was nt even hapy after all this still  I JUST WANA SAY  u was a part of my life and will olways b at a same place u was whatever i did was whatever still i dont hv any answers of any kinda questions of yours but oll i wasn't to say  I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...... 


i knw i will never show it 2 any1 now u will ever able to read this still MISS U like hell...