Really heart touching...

I was walking around in a Big Bazar store making shopping, when I saw a Cashier talking to a boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old..

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll. Then the little boy turned to me and asked: ''Uncle, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

I counted his cash and replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy the doll, my dear.'' The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much . I wanted to Gift her for her BIRTHDAY.

I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God.. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister...''

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so my sister won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly..

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.'

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever...

The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

LOST The REAL Meee...

I lost..!!

The day I left u to fight alone when I promised you that I will be with you forever..

I lost... When I asked you the reason the way reacted whereas I thought I understand your feelings. A good friend in you, when I thought I had a friend who is more than like a heart of mine…

Yes It was all my mistake or may be not I am not blaming either you nor myself time was not mine which I tried my best to make it mine things was moving like anything in front of me and all i could do was nothing..

WISH…

I could make things stable as they were...then the world will b mine, colors of life will b back. Life is never smooth I heard of it but when I am going through tough part of life where I can experience it at my own must say its too tough facing things all alone with you would be here with me to face things

i know it it not possible.. bcz i left you when you NEEDED me most.. i left you to fight ALONE.. i didnt even BOTHERED i dont know how it happen i was soo ROUDE to you i don't how what made me do that.. i will always REGRET 

 

I lost a friend, joy of life, innocence, smile, and many more which I can’t even count..

I miss the REAL meee… 

hold me FOR LAST TIME

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before 
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finally deleted my Facebook.. i knw i did wrong but...anyways...
went to hospital with mom for her eye check up... doctor made us wait for so long like he always doo.. bt relief that he said no for another operation.. directly went to gym
humid day was sweating like hell dair..spent olmost 3to 4 hrs, again my lower back started giving pain.. so i started yoga at gym hehe..  and again aahh mom scolded me for my messed up room she want me to stay here in India but mom how can i make u understand i don't like anything here anymore.. she is angry i knw she will understand soon...

i hv my exam before leaving so need to study 
good night

For u mom..

A smile I saw on your glowing face,
When you first realized the signs
Two hearts inside you began to pace,
A soul inside of you made you feel gentle pains
I was small, I was scared a lot

To open my eyes in a world I wasn't a part of
You carried me in your womb all the while,
Every move of mine caused you pain, yet there was always a gentle smile
You were the beacon of light guiding me to life,
Pampering me with love despite all your strife.

My first cries were heard and I saw radiant smiles,
Thus began my little journey of a million miles
You held me close, you fed me your share,
I realized motherhood is something sacred and rare
You helped me walk, you followed my every stumble,
You taught me to live, how to be noble

I look back at those years and then I see
Tears of gratitude fill my eyes and I smile with glee
Like a candle eroding itself to spread the light,
You gave it all to make me wise and bright.

Nobody’s equal to you, mum,
With you in my life, I'm blessed,
I love you so, and I want you to know,
I think you’re the very best.

Words cannot say how I love you, mum,
And just how much I owe,
Please know that I’ll always be there for you too,
In the high times and low.

DREAMING

so many memories,so many time
as you can see, i can't stop thinking about you
you make me smile,you make me happy,
but the day you hurt me,i thought I was dreaming,
but when i realize it was true ,
i couldn't stop thinking about you

but today all the memories are gone
I've finally got over you,but the only thing i miss
was your smiles,that's the only last memories i have of you

but i realy want still have a relationship,
a relationship that we can be friends
so i can see you smile again ,
and the memories will so long come back again 

We'll Meet Someday...

I turn on my computer
and look for the light,
it makes me smile cause
it's an invite.
Me and my friend get on
the screen and chat bout,
our hopes and dreams.
Sometimes we laugh till our
sides are sore, and sometimes
we cry till we can't anymore.
We've never met, never touched,
never seen each other smile,
we've touched hearts without
walking a mile.

Someday we'll meet and we'll talk
face to face, and share tears and
smiles we can never replace.
Just want you to know, you mean the
world to me, there's a place in my
heart where you'll always be

MOVE ON..

“When I was little and running on the race track at school, I always stopped and waited for all the other kids so we could run together even though I knew (and everybody else knew) that I could run much faster than all of them! I pretended to read slowly so I could "wait" for everyone else who couldn't read as fast as I could! When my friends were short I pretended that I was short too and if my friend was sad I pretended to be unhappy.

 I could go on and on about all the ways I have limited myself, my whole life, by "waiting" for people. And the only thing that I've ever received in return is people thinking that they are faster than me, people thinking that they can make me feel bad about myself just because I let them and people thinking that I have to do whatever they say I should do. My mother used to teach me "Cinderella is a perfect example to be" but I have learned that Cinderella can go fuck herself, I'm not waiting for anybody, anymore! I'm going to run as fast as I can, fly as high as I can, I am going to soar and if you want you can come with me! But I'm not waiting for you anymore.” 

♥  ♥  ♥  ....watching you walk out of my life.. doesn't make me bitter or cynical about love.

it makes me realize that if i wanted so much to be with wrong person,

how amazing it will be when the right one comes along ....♥  ♥  ♥

I KNOW THINGS WILL CHANGE i believe..

We were close friends
I believed you were sent from above..
And when I needed you most
you were always there
till the day you found love
And had to move away
But I knew you still cared
For we still can be friends
Only from a distance
Through phones lines we'd talk
Did not make the difference
We were still friends

Even though long distance
I do miss our sleepovers
And the pranks you'd pull
And our long talks and
Our laughs we used to share
And how you made me feel better
Just by being there
I miss you my friend
And I know you still care
We are friends forever
You and I Friends till the end
The day I die

I LOVE U CAUSE U R U..

                       I don’t know how you do it,
                        But you do it every day
             You make me love you more and more,
                       With every passing day.
                    It’s not the way you hold me,
                       Or listen when I talk.

 

It’s not the way you look at me,
Or hold my hand when we walk.
It’s not the way you make love to me,
Or kiss me the way you do.
It’s everything you do for me
I love you ‘cause you're you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUSHYANT JI

for a person who is like my my dad but i will love to call him my best friend.. i respect him like i never did for anyone else before and its a special day for my friend so i dedicate this small video to him.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND.... post no. 3

I found him roaming here and their when I was not in good mood… sometimes it’s all already decided with whom you have to be a friend with….and here comes the big example of it..

Day I was damn bored and was not in mood to talk any one I don’t know the reason behind I started talking to him.. he was so honest and had different charm from others reason I attracted to him to talk was still a question mark for me but yes its true I had words with him and simply told him I am using fake id and still he was fine with that was such a shocking part for me and as time moved we are really good friends..

He is sweet he is honest and moreover he always their when u really need a good friend... he cares for each and ever and never make other uncomfortable that he is not giving time to anyone he really have good management skills to manage all his friends which I know he have sooo many... still hats off to him he is still searching new friends heheheh… 

My friends are not meant to be bonded with me forever… because I know they will leave me one day and I prepare myself before calling any1 my friend… I am not saying this because of him it’s because I know it always happens with me. My friends are never meant to be  with me forever….. I wish him luck for his life as I know he is all messed up in his own world and needed someone to share with which he never do.. Really I feel petty for him…

 May be in future I will be not there with you but will always wish ur happiness for forever… and dare to forget about me I always give my best and promise will always stand at ur side I know your friend list is too huge but never forget to add my name on it… ALL THE BEST 

FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND.... post no. 2

She is the one I can share with and honestly I am jealous when she ignores me...still happy being a lil part of her busy life... she is mad like anything  bubbly I would give a exact name as sweet as a small lil child sometimes behaves like dadi aama.. Honestly I love the way she is... I love fighting with her our small fight make out something special… it’s a part of life but if I ever think about our fights...always a small tear roll out from my eyes and say its not a memory its what in life you achieved and dare to lose it ever… 

I still remember when she told me that she teach children’s my first comment was pahale khud to bade ho ja … I know its funny but for me she is as sweet as small princess is and will remain the same… such a sweet person I ve ever met…

I know u are going through tough part of your life and I can’t do anything due to my personal affairs but honestly I really want u to be happy and all your mess you are facing will heal as soon as possible bcz I have a faith in you and your choice. I loooooovvvveeee your naughty smile on your face and its missing these days that’s your charm don’t lose it…very few people on the earth have that it’s goad gifted so don’t let that get vanished because as always said there is always a solution behind every problem so chill…because I want my naughty lil darlo back.. Here suits my mom’s line to you I guess.

Kad nikal gaya deemag abhi bhi bachon waha he hai: P I hate it when mom use these words for me but I know she is Wright and mom dad are always right afterall they are concern of our happiness... and I know they can fight anyone on this earth to make us happy… ;)

You are so important to me…  I know in future there would be so many ups and downs in life which are waiting for both of us… and I will just say will be always their whenever u need a good friend just all u need to do is to kick me once and say HEY I NEED YOU.. and its my promises will always stand for you… because my trust over you is unconditional which can’t be expressed in words… I know I am trying to do that so but it’s just 1% of what really I feel for you... I always pray you will get in your life what you wish for... moreover I am their will fight for else things which we want sometimes being a naughty thief is a better option of life hehhe... bcz you r my naughty darlo and most important you will remain my darlo till the time we will be in contact and its all on you till when you want me to be a part of your life and the reason you yourself know why…

Chal ab paka mat khatam ho Gaya: P

FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND... post no.1

Well sometime I wonder y I am around few people and why they mean aloat to me…
And few of them are meant to a part of my life apart of my personal affairs they mean something special to me…
A girl with big confession in her hands always never able to select what’s good for her and what’s not good for her always wonder why she is like that and why goad is giving her all the pain she is going through.. Her life is different physically not well mentally she is facing stress... I wonder when she was happy with her open heart...
                          
Still I must say hats off to her she is facing so many thing and still busy to choose Mr. right for her... if u will ask me more about her then I will say a day a hour.. A day a moth is less to describe abt her….
Girl with golden heart always honest and who dzznt belong to earth m sure…she loves to love and her fav... game is not to disturb anyone... doesn’t matter she need someone on her side still she will never bother anyone..
But for me she mean a special part of my life we knew each other since so long... but I feel like we just met a day back girl with golden heart…I know I’ve did few mistakes and bcz of them may b we would b no more friends but her sweet biiigggggg heart forgive me and all I want to say her thank you for that I know buddy it’s a small word but it’s coming from the bottom of my heart I am writing al this just because I wanted u to know how much u mean to me… and will never able to confess all this to u…ever…
You are such a sweet heart and I will do my best to be friends for lifetime if u promises me to do the same :)

MisS YoU...

I miss you when something really good happens,

Because you are the one I want to share it with.

i miss you when something is troubling me,

because you are the one who understands me so well

I miss you when I laugh and cry,

Because I know you are the one that makes my laughter grow,

And my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

But I miss you the most when I lay awake at night,

And think of all the wonderful time that we spent with each other…

For those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life…

CoNfeSsiON

Trying to find a way back
Into your heart again
Why don't I just give it up?
I know I'll never have you




You and I, the best of friends,
And for you that's where it ends,
So why can't I just
Let it go at that?


Trying to find my way
Through this crazy world
I turned to you and for a while
You made it all right

Until you found a new place
You didn't see me any more
I tried to find my way without you
But you were still on my mind

And so I pushed too hard
I went too far
I reached beyond
The place you are

And when I tried to go back
And find you again
You were somewhere else
I nearly lost my friend

I know you don't understand
Just what I see in you
I see more than you want to show
I say more than you want me to

I just want you to be happy
I just want for you to know
I am always on your side
No matter how the story goes.

I LOST U..AND I KNW ITS FOREVER

I’VE LOST A FRIEND who was too close to me. She knew everything like what I am going through. She was the one can see my sadness behind my smile. Whenever  I try to hide my tears behind my smile she use to ask me now it’s enough tell me what’s the problem and I really loved her for this. Those small little things she did was like everything to me. I did mistake’s and those silly mistakes still make me guilty whenever small little things remind me of u. I know I will never get a chance to be with u again. I don’t know how to tell u damn I really miss u like hell… still I don’t have guts to confess my mistakes...

I miss the way she scolded me....

I miss the way she teas me....

I miss the way she was always with me in all my ups and downs of life.....

I really miss her in all aspects of life… all I want say I just miss u like hell....

Without you life is too painful but really I am trying to take it as it comes... every day I fail and I try d same everyday...  WITHOUT YOU I AM A LOOSER really need a best friend to hold my hand who say  I know u can do this But whenever I try to search that  hand of yours I found nothing and I have to start things all alone with empty hands every day.. IT’S WORTH CRYING FOR SOME REASONS AND SHE IS ONE OF THEM.  Please god doesn’t give me anymore people who will leave after everything gets personal. But it’s her life her decision but my tears. I know I lost her and its forever…

I LOVE YOU JAAANNNN

The moment i saw you

I couldn't believe my eyes,

I don't know what it was,may be destiny's plan,

But that moment changed me into the person i never was.

I fell in love so fast, I knew right then,

You were the one and only one for me.

As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.

You're the most amazing man I ever knew.

Our anniversary means a lot,

Much more than any another day

I celebrate my love for you,

And cherish you in every way. 

Every time we talk,I wanted to know more about you,

And every time you took my name,

The only thing i do is smile :)

Through passing time, our love still grows;

It lasts through all good times and bad.

You know exactly how to make me smile,

You are so odd,but my love for you is uncountable...

The day you proposed me was the moment,I always dreamt of,

Our future together still shines bright,With more good times to be had!

I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3

My friends tell me that I'm crazy, that i shouldn't care for you anymore,

that I deserve to be happy, but can't they see?  I'll never be happy
with anyone but you.  So… take ur time, I know in time you'll see
that Im the one for you, your one and only, that we were meant to be. 

Waiting on you is all I want to do, cause I know one day, all the pain will pay off.
One day youll wake up and see that we were meant to be.
I know your getting over her, and thats okay, cause I've been there to.
I just want you to know that i'll always care, that i'll always b here for you.


Waiting for the day when well be together again…
Waiting for the day when youll see you belong with me
Waiting for the day when Ill proudly say we are best friends
Waiting, just. . . .waiting......